My First Rollercoaster Ride

    April 5, 2013

    Rollercoaster Ride

    Rollercoaster Ride


    Dr. Ashley Craig

    Imagine waiting in line to ride a rollercoaster. You sit there wondering if the waiting will end, then it is your turn. You climb into the seat and ride towards the first hill. As the chain slowly pulls you up the hill, your heart starts to pound; you are excited but yet apprehensive as the anticipation of the first hill looms. And then suddenly, you are there zooming down that first hill and you realize any apprehension or anxiety you had is gone and you enjoy the ride. As quickly as the ride started, it stops but you look forward to the next rollercoaster ride.

    So why is an equine intern describing a rollercoaster ride? Because it is the perfect metaphor for my first solo emergency call that I had back in September, and yes I know this is a little late, but better late than never! Hopefully no matter how far along I go in this field, I hope to always remember the feeling of my first solo emergency. For the first month of the internship I was busy riding along and attending emergencies with other Field Care veterinarians. It was a great chance for me to get my feet wet and learn more about how Hagyard handles cases. My second month was in Medicine, where I was on-call, but more as a secondary doctor since the board-certified Medicine experts attend every emergency and case. During my third month in the internship; I am put in an on-call rotation where other doctors are also on-call but I am sent out to emergencies on my own. Up until my first true emergency, my time on-call had included some fun cases and routine problems, but no “true” emergencies. I was just waiting in line for the rollercoaster.

    My morning had been unexpectedly slow as a couple of calls were cancelled and I had some time before joining another Field Care veterinarian to do a castration. I decided to hang out until it was time to head out to my next call in Dispatch, which put me in the right place at the right time. The phone call came in that a farm had a horse that needed help immediately. As Dispatch tried to reach the primary vet for the farm, I talked through how I would handle the situation with another Field vet. When the primary vet for the farm couldn’t be reached, it was my chance to ride the emergency rollercoaster – and I jumped at it! With a vote of confidence from Dispatch and a mentor, I was on my way armed with directions, experience from my internship and four years of veterinary school knowledge. The drive to the farm was like the climb up the first hill of the rollercoaster; my adrenaline was high but my anticipation was higher. I ran through what information the farm had shared, all the possible scenarios, how I would handle the situation, what I would do, and how to differentiate the potential problems that I would encounter. Turning into the farm, my heart was pounding as I made the mental checklist of what I needed to pull out of the back of my truck when I got to the horse. Reaching the horse, I got straight to work assessing the situation, examining the horse, and determining the course of action. I was riding down that first hill of the rollercoaster and just focusing on the task at hand. As I completed the treatment that the horse needed and informed the farm of the next steps that needed to be taken, I finally took my first deep breath. I had handled my first solo emergency call without having a panic attack. My rollercoaster had come to a momentary stop.

    Driving back to the clinic, I called the primary vet for the farm to inform her of the situation and what all went on during the call. As I walked into Dispatch at the clinic, I was greeted with high fives from all of the dispatchers and one of my mentors. My rollercoaster ride was over for the time being, but I couldn’t wait till the next time. The rest of the day I was overwhelmed with the compliments from other Field vets who had heard about my first solo emergency call. While the rush from the adrenaline high was gone a couple hours later, I will never forget my first emergency call, nor will I ever forget how much support and encouragement my colleagues give to me each and every day. I am truly lucky to be riding the rollercoasters at the Hagyard theme park! =)

    Since my first emergency, I have gotten the chance to ride lots of other rollercoasters. Each and every single emergency brings about a very similar feeling to my first time. There is a sense of anticipation as I get the call, the mental exercise of running through all of the possibilities as I drive to the horse, sometimes the discussing of ideas with mentors, the excitement of treatment and the greater excitement of a positive outcome. With each and every call, each and every case, I am reminded of how lucky I am to have great patients, amazing clients and supportive mentors and staff at Hagyard.

    He Touched my Heart

    March 5, 2013
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    Dr. Ashley Craig

    Have you ever worked with an animal that just instantly touches your heart? Just reaches down into your soul and plants a hoof firmly there? For those of us who work with animals on a daily basis, we have a list of animals, in my case- horses, that I hold near and dear to my heart. Every patient that I meet is special in one way or another but it takes an extraordinary animal to leave an imprint on my heart. One such horse walked into my life while I was on a rotation at Medicine. He was a tall lanky handsome colt who just wasn’t responding to treatment in the field for his medical problem. I met him on a Monday morning and he quickly won me over. His medical problem required extensive treatments which took not only time on the doctor’s part, but also patience from the colt. With every treatment that was performed, the colt was calm and seemed to understand that we were trying to help. I caught myself wondering if maybe he just felt that bad that he wasn’t reacting in a way that would be expected of a young stud colt, but I was later proven that wasn’t the case.
    One morning I stepped into the colt’s stall just to take a deep breath; I stood there rubbing his handsome face, he dropped his head into my chest, looked at me with his kind eyes and just let me love on him. I am not sure who needed this time more, me or the colt. As time progressed, the colt’s condition finally started improving but his patient attitude and kind ways never changed. By the end of my rotation at Medicine, he was able to go home to continue treatment under the watchful eye of his owners and the Hagyard’s Field vet. A few times I visited the farm where the colt was born, raised and was recovering and I always made a point to stop and spend a couple of quiet minutes checking on his progress and visiting with the colt.
    One morning I met up with the primary Field vet who helped manage the colt’s recovery and got to help with a thorough re-check of the colt’s progress. As we did an extensive examination of the colt, I was reminded again exactly how kind he was. Looking up from my ultrasound screen towards the colt’s head, I saw him drop his head into his owner’s arms as she rubbed on his head. When the primary Field vet gave the word that his condition was 95% resolved and was continuing to improve on a daily basis, the smiles that came on the owner’s face lit up the room. At that moment, I realized just how remarkable this young stud colt was. He had touched not only my heart but the heart of his owners who run a large farm. His courageous and kind spirit in the face of hard times will serve him well as he heads to the racetrack. I am lucky to have had the chance to meet him and to be a small part of his life; he has firmly left a footprint on my heart.